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Kevin Byrne

Running to Home

Chapter 9 - On the Road Again

Part 1

Lesley took off the headphones after listing to the last CD in the Simon and Garfunkel set.  She noted that it was now dark outside.  She could not see very far in the darkness that enclosed the bus.  The road seemed deserted.   The bus seemed to be traveling like a ship, alone, far away from any other ship.  She ejected the CD and put it back in the case.  She turned to hand the CD set and the disc player back to Bridget.  Bridget, howver, had her eyes closed.  She reached to put the CD set and disc player in the pocket in front of Bridget.

"I'm awake," announced Bridget.  "I was just resting and thinking."

"What were you thinking about?" asked Lesley.

"What I'm giving up to do all this," Bridget responded.

"And what are you giving up?"

"Nothing," answered Bridget, flippantly.

Lesley leaned back in her seat and turned her head to look at Bridget. "What was your life like before I met you?  What ever happened to your parents?  How did you end up in a foster home?  And how did you become
so hard?"

Bridget opened her eyes and looked over at Lesley.  "Whoa, whoa girl. That's a lot to answer for.  You want my life history?"

"Yes," answered Lesley simply.

"Okay, I'll give it to you on one condition,"  Bridget answered as she faced forward again.

"Name it." challenged Lesley.

"After I tell you my story, you answer the question you didn't answer
before."

"And what question was that?" asked Lesley, racking her brain for what she could have failed to reveal.

"You have to tell me how you became such a great singer."  Bridget demanded with a slight smile.

"Deal," said Lesley.  "Since I asked first, you go first."

"Remember, you asked for it," warned Bridget.  "Don't fall asleep on me to get out of the deal.  I'll just wake you up and keep telling the story.  I guess, like all stories, this one started with my mother.  My grandfather had died in Vietnam so my grandmother had to raise my mother on her own.  My mother got to be a handful, wouldn't listen to my grandmother at all.  My mother starting drinking, smoking, hanging out with the wrong crowd.  She started staying out all the time, for days at a time.  Then she started doing drugs, marijuana, coke, whatever.  My grandmother kept trying to get her straighten out but my mother kept doing her own thing.  She finally moved out, moved around with her 'friends.'  She didn't have any money so she started trading sex for
drugs.  She finally got pregnant with me.  I don't even know who my father could have been.  I don't think she knew."

"Oh, how awful," interjected Lesley.  "How were you born without problems?"

"Well," continued Bridget, "when my mother figured out she was pregnant, she came home.  My grandmother would have kicked her out if she wasn't pregnant.  But since my mother was, my grandmother took her in under some severe restrictions.  She kept my mother away from drinking, smoking and drugs while she was pregnant with me.  She kept on her all the time, didn't let my mother out of her sight unless someone else came around to watch her.  So I was born healthy."

"My mother managed to stay clean for a year or two, even got a job as a cashier.  Then she went out for a party one night and didn't come back for a week.  She had run into her old crowd and went back into drugs.
My mother was up and down for months till my grandmother couldn't take it anymore.  One day, when I was about 2 and my mother was out on one of her binges, my grandmother dumped her clothes on the sidewalk, changed the locks on the doors and wouldn't let her back in.  She then went to court and got sole custody of me.  My mother got visitation rights but nothing else."

"So you were raised by your grandmother?"  asked Lesley.

"Pretty much, for the first 10 years or so.  My mother was allowed to visit one day every two weeks and on holidays.  But she rarely made it. I maybe saw her five, six times a year.  And she was usually high or loaded when she showed up.  She would start by hugging me and fussing over me.  A lot of times, I could smell alcohol on her breath.  And she stank too.  She didn't take care of herself very well.  Then my mother would get emotional or bent out of shape about something, argue with my grandmother and then stomp out of the house, not to be seen for a couple of months.  I usually ended up upset and crying and my grandmother would have to calm me down somehow."

"Your grandmother must have been a tower of strength."

"Well, when I was younger, she seemed that way.  As I grew older though, I started smelling alcohol on her breath too.  She basically turned into an alcoholic.  By the time I was 10, I was running the house, buying the food, cooking, cleaning, dusting, whatever.  My grandmother was usually too much out of it to be able to handle anything beyond some cheap liquor."

"God, it must have been awful."

"I was managing okay.  But things got worse.  There's one day I'll never forget. I was 12 then.  A police officer came by, asking for my grandmother.  She was upstairs sleeping off a bender.  I told the officer I could handle what ever was going on.  He was real reluctant to let me do it but finally, he figured he had to get me to handle the matter."

"What was it?"

"The guy took me to the morgue.  They led me into the back and had been identify my mother's body.  She had died of an overdose.  They found her in an abandoned house, the needle still in her arm."

Lesley gasped.  No words could come.  Bridget looked over at her. "Yeah, it's something no 12-year-old kid should have to do, ID their dead mother.  But that wasn't the worst thing that happened."

Lesley was stunned.  "You mean it got worse?"

"Yep.  A couple months later, I was coming home from school when I saw a lot of smoke on my block.  I got scared and ran.  I got close enough to see it was my grandmother's house on fire.  I tried to run inside but
the fireman caught me and wouldn't let me get close.  The place almost burned to the ground.  They had trouble saving the houses on either side.  There wasn't a whole lot left of my grandmother."

Lesley was going from stunned to horrified.  "What had happened?"

"My grandmother had been smoking and drinking and passed out with a lit cigarette on the bed.  The cigarette set the bedspread on fire and burned down the place.  I don't think my grandmother ever woke up.  I lost everything that day, everything except the clothes on my back and the books in my backpack.  I cried for hours, even when the child services people took me away.  That's the last time I cried."

"So then, you ended up in a foster home?" asked Lesley.

"I ended up in four foster homes over the next three years.  I had problems in everyone.  The first couple, the Carpenters didn't seem so bad.  They were in their forties, middle class couple, no kids.  I was with them for a few months.  It seemed to be working out at the start. I was going to an okay school, getting out a bit.  It just that Mr. Carpenter kept looking at me in a creepy way, particularly when he thought I didn't notice.  It finally made sense one night.  He came in to say good night.  I was in my pajamas, in bed, ready to turn the light
out.  He sat on the bed and said he wanted to give me a goodnight kiss. I thought it was kinda funny but I played along and turned a cheek.  He reached around, put his hand on my thigh and tried to kiss me on the mouth."

"Oh, God!!  Did he...?

"Nay, he didn't get any further.  I grabbed an alarm clock on the night stand and hit him with it, twice.  He backed off, screaming in pain, there was blood all over things from the cut in his head and his wife came running in?"

"Did you tell what he was trying?"

"Yeah, but she didn't believe me.  He claimed I hit head because he was grounding me for some imaginary infraction.  They sent me back the next day.  The social worker wasn't sure who to believe, him or me, so they
took them off the list of potential foster homes until they investigated."

"Anything come of that?"

"I never heard what came of the investigation.  But I saw Mr. Carpenter's name in the paper of few months ago.  He could picked up for using the Internet  to trying to entice an underage girl across state lines for immoral purposes.  He was real surprised when the 14-year-old girl he was expecting to meet turned out to be a 45-year-old detective who was posing as an underage girl to trap creeps like him."

"Glad he's out of circulation," remarked Lesley.  "What was the second foster home like?"

"A little bit worse.  The family was the Lasateratos.  He owned a small grocery in one of the lower class areas.  He had a couple kids younger than me.  I soon as I got there he put me to work in the grocery store. He taught me how to run the register, how to handle produce, stock shelves.  He figured he didn't have to pay me since I was family."

"But you weren't!"

"What can I say?  The guy was a cheapskate.  He had me working almost any time I wasn't in school.  I barely could get any homework done since he had me at that grocery store almost all the time.  He had a couple
other workers but he let them go so he didn't have to pay their salaries.  I complained to the social worker handling my case but she didn't have time to check up on me.  She had a hundred other cases, a lot of them little kids.  If a little kid gets hurt in foster care or after they're taken out of foster care, the place goes ballistic.  The
newspapers get on you, the politicians start screaming, the parents, either the foster ones or the real ones, start showing up for interviews all over the place, it gets to be a real mess.  So the social workers worry more over the little kids and leave the teenagers go.  Plus my social worker was a burn out case.  She was counting the days to retirement and she had about four years to go.  She wasn't going to do more work than she had to and, with 100 cases, she had more work than she could handle."

"What finally got you out of there?"

"Mr. Lasaterato finally had me work instead of going to school.  After a couple weeks, the school called the social worker to report I wasn't in school.  She checked it out and found out I was working.  They pulled me out of there because Mr. Lasaterato was violating about a dozen different rules.  They got him to pay me some money but then he went bankrupt and moved.  I had enough to get the CD player and the Simon and Garfunkel set.  That's about all I have to remember him by, thank God," summarized Bridget with relief

"What was the next family like?"

"The Jones?  Nice family but fundamentalist Christians.  It was okay but I wasn't real thrilled with all religion getting pushed on me.  They regarded me as a misled sinner who had to be save from the Pope, or as they called him, the Pimp of Rome."

"Oh, how awful.  He's such a nice, decent, holy man."

"He's okay but he is just a little too old fashioned about women to suit me.  Anyway, with the Jones, I was going to a private religious school  Their math was okay.  Chemistry and physics was limited because they didn't have money for labs.  Biology was a mess.  They were good on plants and animals, life cycle, some of the basics.  But they were hung up on proving evolution wrong.  They were teaching that the earth was created somewhere around 4004 B.C., I think on April 16 at 10:05 a.m.  I just drove them nuts with my questions on creationism.  I keep bringing up fossils, carbon dating back to campsites 15,000 years old,dinosaurs.  They had answers, but they didn't sound convincing.  The Jones told me I was embarrassing them.  I didn't care."

Lesley asked, "How were they on literature?"

Bridget shrugged.  "They were pretty good on things like grammar and spelling.  But the stuck with the Bible and other religious stuff for literature.  Keep it real limited.  I got bored fast.  But I wasn't allowed to read anything else.  So I had to read the Bible through a couple times.  They like the parts about the Ten Commandments,
punishment of sin, Daniel in the lions' den, that kind of stuff.  I kept bringing up the wars, David and Bathsheba, Deliah, all the stuff they didn't want to acknowledge.  When I worked through the Song of Solomon with my own interpretations, they were a bit crazed.  They wanted towash my mouth out with soap but I told them social services would be on their back."

"If they wanted you to convert so badly, why did they let you go?'

"I finally ended up being a bad influence on one of the boys, or at least that's their story.  The church they went to didn't believe in dancing, going to movie theaters, hanging out at the mall, other stuff like that.  So they had a lot of church picnics.  The picnics were pretty boring although some of the teenage guys were cute.  Finally, on
one picnic, one of the cuter guys, Steve Acker, got me to take a walk in the woods with him.  His parents thought he was a true religious gentleman, a credit to modesty."

"Well, was he equal to his reputation?"

"Oh boy, he didn't come close.  When he got me out far enough from the adults, he grabbed me and started sticking his tongue down my throat. No buildup, just right for the mouth."

"Did you cool him off?"

"I guess he got the message after I bit his tongue.  He backed off and starting yelling at me, calling me a tramp and a whore, leading him into temptation. What a hypocrite, just a typical teenage boy.  So I decked him."

"What??!!" exclaimed Lesley.

"Yeah," smiled Bridget, recalling the memory with a little pride.  "I hit him in the stomach, smacked him in the face and then, when he was bent over, I caught him in the chin with my knee.  Went down like a wet cardboard house.  Of course, the Jones couldn't put up with such a sinner, striking down innocent boys when the boys wouldn't give into my wicked advances," commented Bridget with sarcasm.  "What a crock he gave out to cover his butt.  I ended up back in the system."

"So," asked Bridget, "what about the fourth family?"

"Oh the Foresgers.  They came across nice enough.  Plus the social agency was short on foster families so they stretched the rules to fit them in.  Turns out, Mr. Foresger was an alcoholic who had trouble keeping a job.  Mrs. Foresger brought me in just so she could get the state money they were paying for taking a foster child.  I figured that out in the first week when I complained that they weren't feeding me enough, that I was hungry.  Mrs. Foresger walloped me upside the head, knocked me down, told me  that I was a miserable bastard who should keep her mouth shut.  So I went hungry and her husband drank up the extra money."

"Is that when you started running away?"

"Yep.  The social worker was tired of me getting booted out of foster homes.  So she was making sure I stayed with one that wanted to keep me."

"Didn't you tell them she was hitting you?"

Part 2

"I did but since she didn't believe me the first three times, I finally concluded I was wasting my breath over it.  So I keep running off.  I finally managed it.  I'm finally out of there and on my way to New York.  And look what I fall into.  Helping a world class runaway soprano to get her money back from a cheating conniving manager.  I guess getting your manager is my way of getting back at all those people who wanted to use me for their purposes, who didn't care about what I wanted or what was good for me.  Now," Bridget announced as she turned toward Lesley, "it's your turn.  You got to tell me how you ended up running around with a snake like Blondin."

"A snake? More like a greedy hippo," retorted Lesley.  Bridget laughed at the aptness of the description.  "Good shot.  Now, let's get back to your story.  How did you become such a great singer?"

Lesley leaned her head back and became reflective.  "I guess I was born with the gift of singing.  My parents always claimed that it was caused by the way they met.  My mom went to a pub one night with some of her
chums to listen to some Celtic music.  She spotted my dad sitting there alone.  One of my mom's friends told her that he had been stood up by his date.  My mom thought it was a shame that some girl would stand up a fine looking man so she went to talk to him.  One thing lead to another and they starting dating.  My mom soon learned that he got stood up because he did not have much money.  But she liked him despite the money.  When they got married, they had lots of music at the wedding and reception.  My mom once told me I was conceived one night after they had listen to Linda Ronstadt sing some old big band songs. There are some things that a kid doesn't need to know about their parents.  Anyway, when she was pregnant, she kept playing music because there was a theory that playing music to kid before birth would help in their brain power. So I was practically bathed in music before I was born.

"My birth was rough.  My mom said I almost didn't make it.  It was hard on her too.  The doctor told her she could never have another kid.  So, she concentrated on me, singing all the time to me.  My dad didn't know
what to do with a daughter.  He handled me like I was made of glass.  He would play some of his rock music to counterbalance whatever my mother sang.

"But my parent keep telling me about the first time they heard me singing.  My dad was getting to watch a soccer game on the TV.  They started by playing 'God Save the Queen.'  Part way through, Dad suddenly
realized I was singing along.  He was amazed at it all.  Eventually, I was singing along with the radio and the TV all the time.  When I was six, they got me in the church choir.  A few months later, the choir director asked me to do a solo during the Communion service.  After that I was doing solos about once a month.  Father Reggie claimed the mass attendance went up when I was singing.  I thought he was just kidding me at the time, but now I think he might have been right."

"You must have been one of the most popular girls around," commented Bridget. 

Lesley face clouded with remembered pain.  "I wish that were true.  But at that time, I started school with Amber Foster.  She was a banker's daughter and real puffed up about it.  She was the most popular girl in
school.  And for some reason, a reason I never figured out, she decided that I was to be her particular target.  She decided I was working class trash and just went out of her way to make my life miserable.  She would
tell outrageous lies about me.  Anyone who even tried to be my friend was cut off until she saw the light.  I became just about the loneliest girl in Birmingham."

"God, I've met girls like that," said Bridget.  "They're like emotional vampires.  They got stronger only by making other people more miserable." 

"Well, she succeeded," said Lesley, saddened by the memories.  "I only had my parents and my music.  I just hung around the house, listening to the radio and reading.  My parents got worried about me.  They took me
out to listen to music whenever they could.  When I was about 10, they took me to a karaoke contest.  I begged them to let me enter so, after pestering them for an hour, they let me try it.  I sang a song I loved at the time, 'Somewhere Over the Rainbow.'  When I got done, the place was silent, absolutely silent.  I was nearly in tears because I thought they weren't clapping because I was so bad.  Then my dad started clapping and the whole room started applauding, whistling and stomping their feet.  Mom later said the people were so stunned that a little kid could sing like that, that they just couldn't do a thing until someone broke the spell.  I started getting a sense of how powerful I was as a singer, how I could bring joy to them and, in a way, get a charge, a sense of power, of accomplishment when I sang.  My parents kept taking me to karaoke nights and a few karaoke contests, which I won.  I became the toast of the working class.  I was popular there but I wasn't really noticed by the upper class people."

"Must have been rough, being popular with some people and invisible to others," said Bridget.

"Well, when I was 12, I got my chance to break out.  I heard a local theater group was putting on the musical The Secret Garden."

"I remember that book.  They made a musical out of it?" asked Bridget.

"Yes, with a few changes.  Anyway, Amber kept boasting how she was going to get the lead role of Mary Lennox.  I thought it was my chance to get back at her.  I begged my father to get me a tape of the show.
When he got it, I listened to it to pick out a sing for my audition.  I decided to do 'Wick' one of the songs Mary does in the show.  I practiced it over and over again for a couple weeks.  I thought my dad was going to go crazy with it.

"The day of the audition, I came late so I was told I was going to go last.  Amber started in teasing me, saying I should just go home, I was just wasting my time because no working girl class had the talent to do the job.  I just got quiet and more determined The auditions was being run by Mrs. Barker, the best voice teacher in Birmingham.  She had done opera when she was younger but decided she wanted to teach.  I listened to all the other girls trying.  Most of them did 'Tomorrow'.  After the fifth time, I began to hate the song.  After the fifteenth time, I swore I was going to strangle the next girl who sang it.  Amber got up and did a decent job with 'Tonight'.  Amber was real smug when she finished. She told everyone she had the role.  I got up next.  None of the girls there had ever heard me sing.  I started with 'Wick' and I could see all their eyes getting bigger and bigger, especially Amber.  They were stunned.  When I was finished, the whole room was quiet.  Then Ms. Barker got up and told everyone that, while she usually would think about it and call people back, there was no real need to wait.  She said I had the role.  She offered Amber the role of a maid but Amber refused and stalked out, saying she would never play a servant to me.  But I didn't care.   I had finally shown her up."

"How did the play go?" inquired Bridget.

"We practiced hard.  Mrs. Barker started to give me private voice lessons to prepare.  When the opening night came, I was really nervous. But as soon as I said my first line, I calmed down.  I started getting into it.  I loved it.  And the reviews!  We got lovely reviews from the local papers.  And what I really loved was the just about every review complemented me.  I was walking on air.  Then to top it all off, someone offered to manage my career."

"Blondin?"

"Yes, Blondin.  We played three weekends.  At the last performance, Blondin came up to my family and praised me to the sky.  He stated I had a chance at a career as a singer and offered to take me on.  I was so
excited that I talked my parents into letting me take the chance.  So that is how my career started.

"Blondin wanted to turn me into a pop singer.  But Mrs. Barker insisted that my voice was a rare voice, not fit for pop singing.  Blondin wanted me to take lessons from his own teacher but I decided to stick with Mrs.
Barker.  As a compromise, Blondin had me take dance lessons.  I soon found out I was a complete klutz."

"You mean you can't dance?" asked Bridget with a smile.

"Oh, I can do all right at a school dance.  I can move with the beat and not embarrass myself.  But I could not dance like the pop queens like Brittney or Christina.  I kept trying but just could not get the coordination down.  After several months, I started getting it down a bit.  So Blondin wanted me to work with some male dancers to work out a routine.  We worked out one day on a routine.  Then, at one point, I went left instead of right.  I collided with one of the dancers and knocked him over.  The other dancers were lined up right behind him so
they went down like a row of dominos.  When they got up, they complained about bruises and knee injuries and refused to work with Blondin or me. I should have been crushed but I really was relieved.  Blondin threw in
the towel and decided to keep me as a classical, show type, singer.  He got me some gigs in cities in the north of England.  He got me on some radio shows and a couple local TV shows.  He produced my album with a small record company he owned and started getting it distributed.  I started to get a little following and get popular in some circles.  The CD started selling fairly well.  I started to be able to ignore Amber as she got more jealous and more taunting."

"How did you end up coming to the U.S.?" asked Bridget, drawn into the story.

"Ironically Blondin and Amber had a role in that.  Blondin started telling me that to really make it, I had to tour the U.S.  I was skeptical and I didn't feel comfortable being so far from home.  About the same time, one of the cutest boys in town, Bill Townsend, starting paying attention to me.  He was nice to me and take out to the movies a couple times.  I was in heaven.  I thought things were finally turning around.  Then, one night, when I thought it the right, most romantic time, we kissed, in the dark, in the park.  All of a sudden, flashlights came on all around us and everyone in Amber's circle was out there, laughing at me.  Then Amber came up to Bill and gave him a 10 pound note to pay off the bet that he could get me to kiss him.  I was so humiliated.  I just ran home in tears.  The next day, I agreed to take the U.S. tour.  Blondin suggested that my parents would be better off staying at home while he took me around so as to keep expenses down. Blondin was claiming all sorts of expenses for lessons, tour promotion, record promotion, all sorts of things.  So I wanted to earn some more money, to give my parents a better life.  About two weeks later, we took off on the tour.  So here I am, about three months later, not trusting anyone."

"Look," responded Bridget, "the night you left Blondin was the night you started taking charge of your life.  I think you're just about ready to make your own decisions."

"I'm not so sure yet.  It all still seems uncertain know."

"C'mon.  You must have dreams.  You have the talent to start making those dreams come true."

"I had dreams all right.  I always dreamt that I would one day sing at La Scala in Milan, the Covent Gardens, the Met.  Or maybe do Broadway or the West End.  My real dream was to have Andrew Lloyd Webber write a musical just for me, maybe something based on "Jane Eyre" or "Wuthering Heights."  Now, I only dream about getting back to my parents and going home and staying there forever."

"You can't do that, Lesley.  You're a great singer, maybe the most talented teenage singer out there.  You have a range, a power, a purity of tone that most of the rest of those girls can't match.  You can't just crawl under a shell and hide away the rest of your life, just because someone screwed you over.  You just have to learn from it and make sure the next person that comes along doesn't take advantage of you.  You got to believe in your dreams, Lesley.  It may be the one thing that gets you out of bed in the morning."

Lesley turned to Bridget and said, scornfully, "And I guess you have dreams?"

"Damn right I do," said Bridget, a bit heatedly.  "My life has been ruined by drugs, alcohol and smoking, and I didn't even do any of that. I decided I would never go near any of that stuff.  I figured my only way out was education.  So I stuck to my books, no matter how much I was moved around.  I found out I was a math whiz.  I'm a bit weak in literature and writing but I can crack a differential equation and make it tell me everything I want to know.  Once I turn 18, the state of California would put me out on my own.  I figured I would get a job and work my way through college, get a degree in accounting or business, maybe get a Masters in Business Administration.  I was thinking of becoming a stockbroker or a financial manager, something to do with
money.  Running away from the Foresger's and the foster care is likely to put a crimp in my plans.  I figure though that if I can get to New York, I can take a high school equivalency exam and find a college that
will take me.  It may take me eight, ten, twelve years, but I'm going to make something of my life.  I'm not going to end up like my mother or grandmother."

Lesley felt ashamed of turning on Bridget.  "I'm sorry for what Isaid.  You have some great dreams for yourself.  And you definitely are bound and determine to make it.  Right now, I'm not sure that I can.  I envy your drive"

Bridget looked deeply into Lesley's eyes.  "You're starting off with one real advantage that I don't have, the one thing that I envy about you."

Lesley, curious, asked the question that begged to be asked.  "What is that?"

Bridget took a deep sigh.  "You have a family behind you, a real functional family.  You have parents who love you and would go to the ends of the Earth for you, or at least New York.  I never had that.  I never had the support of people who loved me and were sober enough to support me.  I often dreamed about finding that kind of family, the kind you have.  But that is the one thing I've given up on."

"Why's that?" asked Lesley.

Bridget looked stern, reflecting to Lesley the inner pain of giving up.  "Teenagers aren't really adopted that much.  The people who adopt go for the babies, the toddlers, the young kids.  They don't want to take on teenagers.  It too much hassle to put up with the problems the bring.  At least that is the perception.  I'm 15 now and I don't think any adult would want to take me on.  So, I have to find my own way."

Lesley patted Bridget on the shoulder.  "Once we're through with this, once we get Blondin and Nigel, I want to help you anyway I can."

Bridget turned to her and smiled.  "Thanks.  But let's keep first things first.  Let's nail Blondin and get you back to your parents. Then we can figure things out.  Just remember, I'm not doing this for the money.  I'm doing this for a friend in need."

Lesley smiled at the comment.  She felt that she finally had made a friend who would stick with her.  "Okay," she said, "enough stories and sentimentality for one night.  Let's get some sleep.  We still have about 34 hours left on this bus."

The girls settled back in their seat and reclined them as much as they could.  They drifted off to sleep to the low drone of the bus as it roared through the night.

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Lesley felt herself being nudged awake.  She opened her eyes and saw that it was still dark outside, with only the glare of the lights from a bus station in some strange city.  "What time is it?" she asked.

"Five o'clock in the morning.  Rise and shine," answered Bridget, sounding a bit too please with waking Lesley up.

"Why in the devil are you getting me up at this ungodly hour?  And where are we?" protested Lesley.

"We're in Omaha, Nebraska and we're here for an hour to get breakfast. We better get moving so we don't miss out.  And we have to change clothes."

"Am I going to have to change in the bathroom again?" pouted Lesley.

"Yeah, and I got even worse news for you.  You're out of clean clothes so you're going to have to wear my last clean set," Bridget responded as she pulled down the backpack from the overhead rack.

"Great, now I get a chance to increase my discomfort threefold," said Lesley.

"There are alternatives," teased Bridget.  "You could ..."

"Don't go there, Bridget, just hand me your clothes and lets get moving."  Lesley reached out as Bridget plopped the clothes into Lesley hands.  Bridget grabbed a set for herself and then put the backpack back on the rack.  The girls walked down the narrow bus aisle, alighted from the bus and looked for the ladies room.  Within five minutes, Bridget trotted back on the bus to put the dirty clothes in the backpack, while Lesley waited in the crisp morning air.  The errand finished, the girls went to the small dining room and grabbed a quick meal of sausage, eggs, hash browns and juice.  The meal done, Bridget consulted her watch.

"We got about half hour left.  Let's go to the newsstand and see if we can buy something to read.  We still have a day and half to New York and we'll need something to pass the time."

"Okay," said Lesley as she sipped the last of her juice.  "But we each get our own books, just to make sure we have something we like.  I'm not sure you'll like my taste in reading."

"Don't worry about it.  By tonight, I might be so desperate, I might even read literature."

"All right, let's go." Lesley pushed away from the table and got up. Bridget followed.  They wandered over to the newsstand to see the available selections.  Lesley looked the books over carefully.  She rarely had the money to buy books.  Now she had enough to pick out whatever favorites she could find.  She was amazed to find some of them available.  She picked up "Jane Eyre", "Wuthering Heights", and "Emma", figuring those books would be enough to keep her occupied for a while. As she turned to the counter, she saw Bridget taking the bag of her
purchases after paying for them.  Lesley paid for hers, while Bridget waited.  They both walked back to the bus, edging through the passengers who were gradually reboarding, and reclaimed their seats.

"What did you find?" asked Bridget.  Lesley pulled out her novels and showed them.  "These are some of my favorites.  I've always wanted to own them, and now I can."

Bridget recoiled.  "Oh, god, you got literature.  Now you're going to go intellectual on me."

"All right, miss modern culture, what did you get?" Lesley playfully retorted.

Bridget pulled out a pile of comic books.  "I got some of your modern classics here.  Superman, Batman, Wonder Woman, Spiderman, Fantastic Four, Legion of Super Heroes, X-Men, some of the real good stuff."

Lesley arched her eyebrows.  "Classics?  More like junk food for the brain.  You plan on reading all those?"

"Reading and savoring them, all the way to New York."  Bridget responded proudly.

"I think you need some real stimulation," announced Lesley.  In one swift motion, she confiscated the comic books from Bridget's lap and dumped "Jane Eyre" on it.

"Hey, what's the big idea?" protested Bridget.

"You can have your comic books back when you finished some good literature."

Bridget reached for her comic books but Lesley put them to her side, against the side of the bus.  Bridget back up, still glaring at Lesley. "Go on," Lesley told her.  "Give it a try.  You might even like it."

"Sure," Bridget said sarcastically, "I'm suppose to like something written by dead, white Europeans."

"It's even worse than that," responded Lesley with a smile.  "These books were written by dead, white, unmarried English women."

Bridget waved her hand in surrender.  "All right, I'll start on this thing.  But I better have some of those comic books back by the time we get to Chicago."

"That depends on how fast you read," said Lesley.  They both felt the driver start up the bus and begin backing out.  Bridget flipped open the book and found the beginning of the story.  Lesley, out of curiosity, took out Wonder Woman, and began reading.  By the time the bus got to the interstate, both were absorbed in their reading.

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Part 3

QSpecial Agent Risotto knocked on the door of Room 2432 at the Waldorf-Astoria, Agent Myers at his side.  Tom Patterson opened the door and recognized them.  "Any news?" he asked hopefully.

Risotto held up a videotape.  "We might have something but we need you and your wife to look at it to make sure."

Mr. Patterson opened the door wider.  "Come on in.  We'll do anything to help."

Risotto and Myers walked into the hotel room.  They greeted Nora Patterson as she sat anxiously on the couch in the main sitting room of the suite.  Myers noted Blondin and Trask were also sitting in the room, Trask on the couch and Blondin on one of the two upholstered chairs. Tom claimed the other one.

Risotto addressed the group.  "We got a transmission of something picked up by security cameras at the Denver International Airport yesterday.  We enhanced the video as much as we good.  It shows two girls running.  We need to see if you recognize either one of them." Risotto turned on the television and the video cassette recorder in the cabinet facing the assembled group.  He then popped in the cassette. The screen immediately showed a black and white picture of the backs of two girls running away from the camera.  One looked back for an instant and tripped over a suitcase in her path.   She fell and was grabbed by the other, hauled to her feet, and given a push.  Nora gasped with recognition and was nearly in tears.

"That was Lesley who tripped!  Oh, Lord where is she?"

Risotto turned to Tom.  "Mr. Patterson, do you agree that that was your daughter?."

"I'm certain it was.  She was showing her usual grace there."  Tom's small attempt at humor earned him a nasty glare from his wife.  He changed the subject quickly.  "What more do you have?"

"Agent Myers can bring you up to speed on that," answered Risotto, deferring to the young black agent.

Jason cleared his throat, nervous in front to these anxious parents. He noted that Blondin seemed unusually nervous as well.  "We're following up reports of two girls, one matching the description of your daughter, the other a thin red haired girl, traveling together.  So far, we've traced them from a couple who gave the two a ride from Los Angeles to Denver.  We have reports of the two appearing at a Catholic church where one of them attracted attention by her singing.  We then have a report of the two girls eating dinner and breakfast at a soup kitchen at another church about two miles away from the Catholic church.  We're following up reports on a claim that the girl who resembled your daughter won a karaoke contest at a Irish pub Monday night.  Then we
have the video at the Denver airport.  We have nothing after that but our agents in the Denver office are scouring the city for leads."

"Do you think they're still in Denver?" asked Tom, as he grabbed his wife's hand to comfort her.

Risotto answered.  "We have our doubts.  We think they may have found another way out of Denver.  We are checking trains and buses that are leaving Denver and heading for New York.  We are also checking car rental agencies in the Denver area to see if anyone rented a car with a stated intent to drop it off somewhere on the East Coast.  We have the word out among truckers and the state police of all states between here and Colorado to be on the lookout for at least two girls hitchhiking together.  If these two, and others, are traveling together, they are probably traveling on the ground.  Since the ransom is to be paid somewhere in New York, we expect that we might hear from the kidnappers tomorrow, once they get into this area."

Tom looked skeptically at the FBI agents.  "What you're telling us doesn't sound like a typical kidnapping.  I would think that kidnappers would keep the person under wraps, so to speak."

Jason opened his mouth to answer but his boss got in ahead of him.  "We are operating under the assumption that your daughter did not initially know she was being kidnapped.  We think she was enticed away from the
hotel in Los Angeles by some girl the kidnappers thought would befriend her and offer her some adventure.  Mr. Blondin indicated that Lesley was getting bored for the concert tour and might have wanted to have fun with someone her own age.  So the girl, let's call her Red, gets Lesley to hitchhike with her to Denver, gets her into a karaoke contest and get some money.  The news of your daughter's kidnapper broke Monday night. We think that is when Lesley found out the real reason she had been enticed away.  Red clamps down on her, tries to fly her to New York under duress.  Lesley bolts at her first opportunity but trips.  Red grabs her, gets her out of the airport and spirits her away somehow to her co-conspirators.  We have Red's description ready to go out
everywhere today, along with some police sketches.  We will be launching a nationwide lookout for her and your daughter."

"Thank you," said Nora, near tears.  "I know you're doing everything you can."

"We'll do our best," promised Risotto. "We'll get back to our office now and get to work.  Later today, we'll be sending over a team to set up extra phones and equipment so we can catch any possible phone calls from the kidnappers."  Risotto turned to leave.  Jason followed in his wake.  They left the room and started walking down the corridor.  After two steps, Risotto addressed his subordinate.  "I know you wanted to give your theory on what is going on, but at this point, this is still to be treated as a kidnapping investigation."

"Yes sir," answered Jason.  "But something about this doesn't feel right.  It feels more like a con than a kidnapping."

"Yesterday morning, I might have agreed with you," commented Risotto. "But this videotape shows Miss Patterson being pushed around by someone else.  Plus, we also have the ransom note.  We will still regard this as a kidnapping until we get evidence to the contrary."

"Yes sir," answered Jason, a bit reluctantly.

"When we get back to the office," instructed Risotto, "I want you to check back with the Los Angeles office.  See if they have any leads on the identity of that red-haired girl.  It may be a needle in a haystack but it might give us a chance to pick up the trail."

"I'll get right on it sir," responded Jason obediently.

Blondin and Nigel left the Pattersons soon after the FBI agents and went two doors down to their own suite.  Blondin looked carefully around the room before speaking softly to Nigel.  "Blast it all!  We have to postpone our plans for another day."

"What do you mean?" asked Nigel.

"You heard them.  They don't expect any contact until tomorrow.  If you called today like we planned, they could get suspicious.  You'll have to make that first ransom call tomorrow.  It will take them a day to get the money together so we can't expect to have them leave off the money till Friday at the earliest.   It was bad enough that it took them an extra day to get to New York because they didn't have passports.  And he had to talk to the police which means we now have the FBI looking over our shoulders.  Now we have to wait one more day to put things in motion to get the final prize."

"What if Lesley gets to New York by Friday?" asked Nigel, nervous at the thought.

"It's a big city, my boy.  She still has to find her parents and us. By the time she does, we should be on our way overseas where no one can touch us.  By the way, Nigel, how is the laundering coming?"

"It's all done," announced Nigel proudly.  "I've got everything transferred through several banks and deposited in three accounts, one in Brazil, one in Switzerland and one in Nevis.  There's over 500,000 pounds altogether."

"700,000 pounds," remarked Blondin.  "That sounds like a nice tidy sum to start a retirement, wouldn't you say, Nigel?"

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It was night again outside the bus.  Lesley had the headphones on again, listing to Bridget's CDs once more, absorbing the poetry.  It had been a long, boring, tiring day on the bus.  They had read for many hours, with Lesley finding themes in the comic books of alienation, loneliness, duel identity, internal conflict, dual personality and a general feeling being somehow apart from others that pervaded classic literature as well.  She was fascinated about how such themes could be portrayed so effectively in such a forum.  The stories were good as
well.  Bridget had managed "Jane Eyre" and earned back her comic books, but for variety sake was now reading "Emma".  They had managed a quick lunch at some place named Walcott Junction, Iowa and an early dinner in
Chicago.  They had talked about their interests, about the immaturity of boys, about England versus Los Angeles.  They had occasionally looked out over the wheat fields and corn fields, watch the train cross the
Mississippi, watch the afternoon sun shine on the tall buildings of Chicago.  Now they were somewhere in Ohio, rolling toward Cleveland, somewhere south of Lake Erie, heading closer to whatever New York City held for them.

Lesley was waiting for one song, a song that came closest to her mood. After hearing about fairs, patterns, and clouds, the song came on. Lesley was caught up in it and starting singing along.

I'm sitting in the railroad station,
Got a ticket for my destination,
On a tour of one night stands,
my suitcase and guitar in hand
An ev'ry stop is neatly planned
For a poet and a one man band.


Bridget heard Lesley singing and pulled her head out of the book.  She listened, recognizing the wistfulness of the song as it came through Lesley's voice.  She knew it by heart, as she knew all the other songs on the CD set.  She joined in softly singing the chorus.

Homeward Bound
I wish I was,
Homeward Bound.
Home where my thought's escaping,
Home where my music's playing,
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me.


Lesley heard Bridget singing through the headphones.  She looked over and flashed a quick smile and then went back to singing along, pleased with Bridget's accompaniment.

Ev'ry day's an endless stream
Of cigarettes and magazines,
And each town looks the same to me,
The movies and the factories
And ev'ry stranger's face I see
Reminds me that I long to be,

Homeward Bound
I wish I was,
Homeward Bound.
Home where my thought's escaping
Home where my music's playing
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me.


Their voices became a little louder as they began the last verse.

Tonight I'll play my songs again,
I'll play the game and pretend,
But all my words come back to me
In shades of mediocrity
Like emptiness in harmony
I need someone to comfort me.

Homeward Bound,
I wish I was,
Homeward bound.
Home where my thought's escaping
Home where my music's playing
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me
Silently for me.


The girls faded their voices as they heard the last guitar chords, Lesley on the CD, Bridget in her memory.  Suddenly they were startled as the people around them on the bus began applauding.  They sat there, shocked and a bit embarrassed at the attention.  They looked at each other and giggled.  The applause died off into the dark interior of the bus.  Bridget turned off the light over her seat and put up the book. Lesley snuggled back to finish listening to the CD.  The bus continued to roar into the night, ready to cross the Pennsylvania mountains in the dark, the last barrier between the girls and New York City.

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=Contents=

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Introduction

Chapter 1

Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16

 

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